not myself

i am so not myself lately
i was clumsy
i din talk much
kept on let myself behaving solo
sticked to myself
even had a doubt that am i getting a depression or something??
funny
for me to have depression

out of a sudden
i feel like to stay alone
somewhere far from family
weird though
me myself kept wonder where did all these come from?

it seems that a bit too much of memory refreshing draws people down somehow
i dont even know what am i talking about now already
hoping for something to live me up
lively life
that's what i wanted

find a job u may say
go outing or something u may say
but
im not in the mood of doing anything likely
what's wrong with me???
no one could answer
it's only me
who is able to do so